Has it been a year already?

Dear Luke and Abbey,

I can't believe it was a year ago that I wrote this post. 

I can't believe it was a year ago that I anxiously drove from Salem, worried I might arrive to the hospital too late.

I can't believe it was a year ago that I gingerly tiptoed into your mommy's hospital room to kiss her forehead and tell her I loved her before she (finally) took a nap.

I can't believe it was a year ago that I escorted your dad to the small "restaurant" on the first floor for a quick meal and some small talk while your mommy napped.

I can't believe it was a year ago that I fidgeted my way through grading and typing 18 bilingual fairy tales written by my third grade students, waiting for your arrival.

I can't believe it was a year ago that I learned to shuffle playing cards into the bridge, while chatting with your grandparents and your Auntie Em.

I can't believe it was a year ago that I prayed fiercely with your grandparents and Auntie Em after receiving a text from your dad.

I can't believe it was a year ago that we rejoiced over delicious red velvet cupcakes at "take luck" time, because we knew you were close to arriving.

I can't believe it was a year ago that your father called and we heard your precious cries in the background.  My eyes instantly filled with tears.  And then we got the best news: we could come and meet you!

I can't believe it was a year ago that I held you both for the very first time.  Words will never express how much love I felt for you then.

And I simply can't believe how much more I love you now.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

TAKE LUCK!

This was the moment I first saw you.

This was my first time with both of you in my arms.

This was how I spent every morning for the first week of your life.  I took a week off work and it was honestly the best week of MY life.

This was your Dedication Day.  Oh my did your mommy and I work hard on your outfits!

This was, obviously, the first time I tried to wear one of you and carry the other one around the house.  Not easy, guys.

And THIS is our favorite thing to do together.  I love my little bookworms.  :)

Here's to many more years of adventures ahead.  I love you,

Your (favorite) Auntie Natalie